That Night

I was 12 years old, and it was passed my time :s I was scared my parents would kill me!! Joud dropped me home with her mother, and I entered the house

Me: maamaaa!! Baabaa!!

But no-one answered me, I heard running footsteps, and a huge BANG upstairs, on my way up I saw blood trails, my heart started beating really fast, and I still remember the fear that overcame me, but I didn’t let my fear control me, I ran back downstairs and wiped the tears that drown my face, I picked up the phone and called 999,

Whispering: aloo, please magdar atkalam wayed, fe dam 3al daray w bangs fog, baitna fe saar, please ta3alw bsr3aaa sajlaw el address (I gave them my houses address)

And I hung up the phone immediately,  ba7rain at that time was very bad w kla bomings w murders w unknown disappearenses,i slowly went upstairs, following the blood trail, I was breathing heavily, and I was scared someone hears me, so I held my breath and my tears, and tried to beat my fear for a while and went to ,my brothers room first, no-one was there, I went to my room, no-one was there either, as I was on my way to my parents room, I heard my mum scream, and a few guys screaming some words, I felt like I was going to faint mn kthr el 5of ely kan feeny , I quickly ran to my sisters room, and hid under the bed, then the door got banged open, and I couldn’t hold my tears or my fear, I put my hands on my mouth, and watched legs enter the room, I could tell who each one was, first my sister, then my dad, then my brother(who's leg was full of blood) then my mother, and then someone i couldn’t tell who, but I bet it’s the one torturing us

Man: weinhyy?? Weein el 9'3eeraaa?

Baba: (shaky voice) ma nadry, le7een ma radat el bait, wallaaa ma nadryy wein ra7aat

Man: (screaming) SHLOOON MA TADROOON WAAAINN?!?! MB BNTKMM EL 7A8EEERA?!!?

Why do they want meee?!?! Another person came in the room

Person 2: sayed ma 7a9atl shy, fatasht el bait kamll

Person1: walking slowly towards my mum , he said in a soft acting tone) yaaa 7elwaa, beintch el 7a8eera waaain, w 7ayatyy, hay a55r mara as2lchh…

Mama: (crying) walllaaa maba3rrrfff, ma ba3rf benty wein ra7at, harbat mn el bait lyom el 9obe7 (omy mattkalam ba7rainy)

I heard a loud slap , my mother scream, then my sis and bro scream: maamaaa and my dad shouting: 7a8eeer

Person 2: KLKKMM N6AMMAAAWW!! HUSSSH WALAAA KLMAAA !!

Person 1: (again soft girly acting tone) yaa 5alaf chabdyy, ana gltlch, e7na hadaina shay wya bentch, w bas naby na5th hay el shy, w bnhdkm, bas, mab9eer shay

Baba: yaa chalbb!! Ent matfhm?? Glnalkk man3arf weeeinnhyyyy!!!

Person 1: kadhem, yalla, awal el waaled

My sister: shnw btsawoon

Person 2: sktyyy, wala klmaa

Person 2 went out, then came back in and when he did, my whole family screamed :'( I didn’t know why, but then I saw my dad's body drop, and his head roll under the bed, right next to mine, I wanted to scream so badly, I covered my mouth and looked away, I was pouring with tears!! This is all because of mee!! But I didn’t take anything!! I didn’t know what I had that they wanted!!! My whole family was screaming and crying, my mother kant tsbhm, w o5ooy kan ga3d y9ar5, w e5ty kant t9eee7 w t9ar5, blood filled the floor

Person 1: yalla who's next

Laaa no one is next!! What do they wanntt?!?!? I got out from under the bed

Me: BAAAS!! AKOONY MNYY!! SHTABOOON!!!

Omy: LAYAAAN LAAA

Person1 : hhahahaha, walla 6la3ty t3arfeen shlon tchathbeen ya 7elwaa

Me: hdhmm, pleasee 5alaaa9, ba36eek ely tabyy bas hddhhmm

Omy: LAAYAAAN LAAAA!!

Person 2: HUUUSHHH!! (ma3nda shay '3air thyy)

My sister looked at me with her blood filled face and shook her head

Person 1: walla ya layan low omch ma chadabat, chan hadenakm, bs klkm bdf3oon el thaman

He clipped his fingers, and with seconds I saw person 2 slice my mother in half, then rip her hands off with his axe

Me, my brother and my sister: LAAAA MAAAAMAAAAAAA LAAAAAAAA

But she was already gone, my sis and bro were tied up, so they couldn’t do anything, and the guy was holding me so tight

Person1: yaa 7elwaa, enteen el7een

My sister: laaa atrajaak laa---

But he sliced her head off, causing another fountain of blood, and she dropped on the floor, he then walked to my brother, who was already nearly in pieces, and he sliced first one leg off, making him drop, but not killing him

My brother: AAAAAAAAAAA!! YAALLLAAA THBAA7NYY LAA!! THBAA7NYY!!!!

Person 1: laa, mb el7een, wein el wanasa etha adba7k el7enn, 5al nan6r shwy 3ashan tt3athab laa

Person 2: hahahahaha

Me: laaaaa bssss YAAAL 7AA8EEER!! KIIILLL HIIIIMMM

Just to put him out of his misery, person 1 then sliced off his other leg, causing my brother to faint, you couldn’t see the floor anymore, it was all filled with blood

Person 1 touch my brothers neck

Person 1: hmm, le7een 3ayesh el chaleb,

And then with all his power, with his axe he chopped my brothers head off, splashing blood on the last spot of blood-free floor

Person 2: yalla ya 7elwaa, wein el mftaaa7

Me: (crying and screaming) ayyy mftaaa7?!?! Mayaneeen entww!!! Aaayy mftaaaa7?!?

Person 1: t2 t2 t2, la t9ar5een aw bnsaweelch shay abdan ma by3ajbch

Person 2: yalla yaa 7a8eera, thtakryy shwy, wein el mftaaa7??

I tried remembering things that happened a few days ago, and I remember finding a necklace with a key on it on the road, I didn’t know It was a real key, so I picked it up and took it home, but on my way I remember it dropped from my hand and into a sewage hole…SHIT!

Me: oohh el mftaa7!! (still crying) w 8asaman blaa 6a7 mn yadyy, wallaaa 6a7 fl sewage holes

Person2:  YAA CHATHAABAA CHFNACH TA5THEENAA!!

Me: ee 5athaitta w ba3dain 6a7 mn yady

Person1: e7na 3a6ainach fr9a, yalla kadhem, e7na bnstanss shwyy elyoum!!

Person2: hahaha, wya yahlaa ba3ad, allaaah allaaaah

Me: shbtsawwooon?!?!?

Person 2: shh shh shh, la t5afeen b3d chabdy, enty ba3ad btsansaain, bt7seen f e7sas wayeed 7elw

Me: LAAAA HDOONYYY HDOOOONYY!

Were the hell is 999?!??!? Knt 7ady 5ayfa, w I was still young, I had no idea what they had in my mind, they took me to my parents room, were there was splashes of blood here and there, then person 1 came in with ropes they threw me on the bed and tied my hands open wide above my head on the head board of the bed, and then they tied my feet open wide on the footboard of the bed, and here is were I guessed there plans

Me: LAAA PLEASEEE!!!!! MAY9EEER TSAWOON HALLOOOON PLEASEEE!!!

Person 1: etha ma btgoolen wein el mfta7, bnswy elyy nabeee

Person 2 climbed over me and put his hand on my mouth, then person 1 climbed on the bed and sliced my pants off my legs, I just wanted to die at that moment!! Then they both started laughing

Person 1: choof choof shkbraa

Person 2 tied my mouth and then went next to person 1 and they both started staring at ……..

peron 1: la7'9a hay ta7t el haf halon, etha mafy haf, tgool shkbraa bkoon??

person 2: madryy walla, 5anchoof

they cut my pantied off x$ and laughed there asses off

person2: ayaaa 3alaaii walllaaa, bsss, bss hay el kbraa??

Person 1: yalla sheel el faneelaa ba3ad

I tried to scream, but the rope was too tight, they also cut my shirt off and unfortunately, I forgot to wear an under shirt, and I was too young then to wear a bra… i was fully naked

They both laughed there asses off

Person 1: wallaa ashwaa enaa ma ga3daa tgool el mfta7 wein, akoo klna mstanseen

Person 2: yalla mn awal??

Person1: akeed anaa

person 1 took of his clothes, and he was also naked, and they both raped me, turn by turn, i didnt know what exactly was happeing, and i didnt know what would happen later, all i knew is that if i died it would have been much better for me, i couldnt imagine continuing life with my familys last memory playing in my mind, i just wanted them to kill me so baad!!
I looked out the window and found blue and red lights!! FINAAALLLYYY D''x      but they didn’t come up in time, person 2 already entered too, then they flipped me around, and started hitting my back-side,
Person2: wahahahahaha laaa mny wayed 9'3eer, ma ytba6aal
and then I heard gun shots and they both fell on me

Lady:  ENTWW 6L3WW 3ASHAN A'3A6YY EL BNAYA, BA3DAIN TA3ALW 5THOOHM

I screeammed louder this time for help

Lady: adry adry 7ayaty 5alaa9, e7naa mnyyy

She untied me, and covered me with a blanket, I was bleeding from both sides, I was too dead and exhausted to caryy myself, so the lady(cop) picked me up and took me downstairs, and the guy cops went inside 'that' room

Lady:7abeebty shsmch, men thelain ? shya---

But I couldn’t hear what she was saying anymore, or see her face, I passed out

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I opened my eyes, and found my self in a hospital, I bursted out crying again….

And then the torture for 4 years begun, I slept everyday, having a nightmare of that day for 4 years, they kept me in the mental hospital for 2 years, and then I visited a therapist for 2 years every day, now I visit her twice a month…