Chapter 4

You loved me and I froze in time

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:( something bad is really going to happen

I walked my way through the dark streets and roads, with a  bad feeling, and I couldn’t help but feel that someone is staring at me, but whenever I look back, theres no-one there, and when I look to my sides, theres still no-one there, but for some reason, I was sure of it… I walked and walked, and then I heard footsteps right behind me, my heart started racing, what If it's the guys from that night??? They never dieedd!! I quickly looked behind me so I don’t give them a chance to back away, but again, absoloutely no-one was there, I got scared again, flashbacks of the night started popping up in my head, I started walking faster and faster, which made me more scared :s until I finally reached home, I opened the door and found the witch watching t.v, I decided to be a little nice :s

Me: 9aba7 el 5aair fatiiin, shlonch

5azatny b 5azaaa

Witch: Jaa3faaar, yaaat

Then I suddenly heard the door bang open, making me gasp and take a step back

Rat: shnoow? 5ftyy?? Liinch t3arfeeen shnow b9eer feech el7een la

Me: ma 5ft, ngazt, theres a difference

Witch: hhahahaha ja3faar tabyy tsawy roo7ha thakyaa el 7een

Me: shda5aal bs knt ab---

Ja3far: SKTYY!!

Witch: sm3aaay layan, e7na fta7nalch baitna, w galbna 3ashanch, ybnach mny la2nch ma3ndch ahl wala bait, la tnsain ahlch mataaw, 5alaa9, baaa7!! Ma3ndch a7ad '3airna, w fooga klaa, tag3deen t8eleen adbch, w tkalmeena b 2sloob e7na maa n8bal feee

Me: ay esloob bl'9ab6?? W ee, ahly twafaw, bs mb ya3ny entw 9rtw ahly, laaa, enty fta7tooly baitkm, bss , hathy mb ya3ny tgdroon tt7akmon feeny w –

Rat: (coming closer to me) BAAASS!! BA3AAD TTKAALAAAM!!

Witch: SHDRAANYY FEEHAA!! LAYAAN, MABY ASM3 MNCH WALA NFS, ANA BATKALAM W ENTY BTGOOLEEN 7A'9EER!! FAHMAA!!!

Me: laa mb fahma fatin, gltlch hay 7ayaty w enty Abadan ma lch 7ag tt7akamen fee-

And before I could finish my sentence, the rat slapped me on my face (btw, his mucles alone, maby make 50 kilos, so with his body, I'd say he's about 100 + kilos :) so yea, it hurts) so hard causing my head to turn to the right toooo much, and I lost balance and fell over

Witch: eee tstahlen!!!

I got of the floor, ran to my jail

Fatin: weeeeinn!! Le7een ma kamalnaaa

I grabbed my guitar and rushed out of theyre fucking house, I decided to go to the place that soothes me the most… layan, don’t cry, don’t break, don’t forget your future, its ok, your leaving them soon right, sshhhh, hold in the tears, ma bfedoonyy, bs layaan hadaaay!! It eventually worked, it always does, I walked to the place, it was a place high on the hills, its an ancient mansion, like a reaaalllyy ancient mansion, so nothing is left of it, except half build bricks that have turned yellow, I sat on the sand, and laid my back on the wall, and took out my guitar, music helps, it helps a lot!! I played it, and started singing along with a low voice:

'A shot in the daarkA past, lost in space
Where do I start
The past, and the chase
You hunted me down
Like a wolf, a predator
I felt like a deer in love lights

You loved me and I froze in time
Hungry for that flesh of mine
But I can't compete with a she wolf who has brought me to my knees
What do you see in those yellow eyes
Cause I'm falling to pieces

I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces
Falling to pieces'                      (amazing song btw    Sia-she wolf)

And then I saw someone creep up from behind me, not in a scary why, he was just behind me

…: what are you doing here?

Me: (he looked Arabic, so I guessed I should talk Arabic, he probably thinks im English) sh3alaik?? Do you own this place??

…: ttkalamen 3araby?!?!

Me: eee

…: where are you from??

Me: ana ba7ranyaa, bs a9ly falas6eenyaa

…:ooooh, explains your beauty

:O

Me: ooh, umm thankyouu

He came and sat next to me

…: your talented, really talented, your vocals…theyre very….intresting

Me: thankyouu

…: so you never told me what your doing here

Me: I come here too sooth my nerves, to feel free, to get away from life

I looked at him, and realized his grey eyes…*flashbacks* *flashbacks* *flashbacks* …. SHIITTT ITSS HIIM AGAAAIN!! UFFF SHHAL 7AA'9!!

…: and you help complete that through music?

Me: yeaa ( I was looking down so that he doesn’t look into my eyes too and recognize me

Awkward silence

…: look at me

SHIT, I had no choice, so I looked up at him, but still keeping my eyes down

…: your face, it looks so familiar

Me: umm , you don’t look familiar?

…: I don’t know… theres something about your features

My features?? Good so it isn’t my eyes, then he definitely saw me on the news

Me: ohh, yea, a couple of years back, I was all over the news, magazines, news papers, posters, t.v., you must have seen me there

…: why??

me: you don’t remember why?

…: …. OMG !! you’re the girl that lo…omg it's youu (he backed away from me)

Me: you know what your pathetic!! Just like the rest!! (Imitating voices) omg shes the girl who lost her family, omg she got raped, omg shes bad luck stay away from her, omg shes a bitch she'll make rumors'' yeaa okay its fine , im used to this anyways

I got up angrily, took my guitar and walked away, he ran after me, as usual -.- and grabbed my hand

…: waait

Me: WHAT?!?!

…: I didn’t mean it in that way, I just cant believe I found youu, I mean I've always dreamt of meeting you some day, I swear I never thought of it in the way you thought I did

Me: me? You always dreamt of meeting me?? Whyy

…: because if I was in your place, I would have never survived, neeveer!! And this is coming out of a guy, just to know that all that happened to you, and your still alive, amazes me, your litrelly my ro-model, but now I understand how you survived, music, you live music

Ooohooo!! I got scared he starts linking things together from last night so I quickly said

Me: umm yeaa thanx, don’t woryy about me, im doing fine, and thanxx a lot again, okk nice meeting youu byee

And I walked away fast but agaaain, he stopped me, I tried keeping my eyes low

Me: WHAAAT!!! AAAAAA

...: Whaaats wrroonnggg

i was looking behind him, i was looking at the guy from that night, the guy who tore my family limb from limb, fear took over me, i didnt feel strong anymore, i felt like my legs where going to drop any second, the person i was talking too looked back in the direction i was looking at, blocking my view then he looked back at me, but the guy was gone

...: whats wrong?!? what happend are you okay??

me: he was there, i can swear he was there

...: whoo was?!?!

me: (what the heell am i saying) um you know what, nvm

…: layaaan whoo was there??

me: no-one

..: umm ok nvm... layan look up

Me: I am looking up

…:No, with your eyes, look up at me with your eyes

Me: why

…: do it

Me: noo

…: he lifted my head up high, so I had no choice but for our eyes to meet, I could have pulled away and ran, but his eyes :'( I melted deep inside them, inside theyre harmless intentions

…: *giggling* you know, you never told me why you ran away

Me: (ayaa 3alii ynakt baa3aad) I cant tell you, im sorry byee

And I tried running, but he held me tight and pulled me against his chest and locked me there, my whole back was tighlt against his chest, and his face was close to mine, and he had my arms locked, I don’t know what this feeling is, but my stomach feels like it's jumping and bubbling, and my heart was beating fast, but it wasn’t fear, I don’t know what it was!!!

…: fine don’t tell me, but let me tell you my plans, just listen to me, you don’t know what we can do with our music

Me: thanx but I have my own plans, now can you let me go

…: no, what exactly are your plans??

Me: im going to get into college, and start my new life, If I enter details, we'll never finish, so can you please let me go!!

…: how are you going to enter college?

Me: madry, im still figuring it out

…: layan I already figured it out, if yu just let me tell you

Me: how did you fgure out my future?!?!? 9a7yy ent??

…: I figured out my future that I needed someone to consult with, cause alone, I wont be able to do it, finding you, finding a person who knows music, is the best person, not only for me, but for you tooo

Me: how?

…: can I trust that you wont run away if I let you go?

Me: yes

He slowly let me go and

TO BE CONTINUED