Chapter 30

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Ok so im going to fast forward through everything now

*we slept, next morning we said by to ba7rain and left for trkya. Its beautifuuul!! Absoloutely beautiful and the streets are filled with music and life! This place is perfect for us! We called joud, she led us to the apartment she set up for us (these are really small appartments that the government pays for :D so yea this saved our life) we settled in and now its our third day here*

I woke up to the sound of the birds chirping and the streets music! This doesn’t usually happen in ba7rain, but I absoloutly LOVE IT! I looked next to me and found my guardian angel rubbing his eyes

Me: 9ba7 el 5air

Fo2ad: *yawning* 9ba7 el noor 7ayati

Me: fo2ad we made it

Fo2ad: we made It

Me: fo2ad

Fo2ad: 3yoona

Me: what now?

He looked at me in surprise. I don’t think he has an answer to this question

Me: it was easier in your head 9a7 *fake smile*

Fo2ad: umm…ee kind of *fake smile* bs don’t panic! We'll find our way! We always do!

Me: ee bs find out our way to where? Fo2ad madry laish bs im starting to think this isnt't going to turn out as we planned it would be

Fo2ad: layan manaadry wain bnroo7, bs we'll find out, etha le7een man3arf which path we’re going to take shlwn bn3arf our final destination? 7ayati lazem tan6reen shway, oo sm3ay ana shgltlch gabel manyee mny?? Nsaityy

Me: *sigh* la ma nsait

Fo2ad: shglt?

Me: glt ena I have to be prepared for anything oo I should know ena this is going to be hard

Fo2ad: 3ayal shfeech 7ayatii

Me: madry fo2ad…bs 5ft shway 5alaa9 5alaa9 okk never mind

Fo2ad sat up straight and made me sit too, he held my hands, oo kna ga3d y6al3ny killing way, chee his eyes focused on mine, oo as usual and knt bathoob f 3yoona el grey :')

Fo2ad: layan sm3eeny, I neeeed you to trust me!  I won't leave us hanging! Oo bat2akad ena mafy shay fe hal 3aalaaam klaaa y5ar3ch aw y'99aygach! Layan enty my priority! T3arfeen shnw ya3ny priority!! I'll do ANYTHING for you oo I'll do anything just to see you smile! Please don’t woryy about this! We planned it well! All you have to do is wait

Me: (shit 7aytiii D'x shagool el7een??) yaa 3mryyyy!! I just jumped into his arms and hugged him tight

Me: fo2ad ma3arf shagool

Fo2ad: hahha mb lazem 7ayatii!! Fhamt sh8a9dch

Me: I love you

Fo2ad: I love you more!

We got up and got dresses for our first day of 'work' . We don’t know the streets of this place so it'll be hard to find our way, but wse decided to look for a garden or park first.

Me: fo2ad es2al hathy el rayal, akeed y3arf

Fo2ad: ok

We went up to a man and said

Fo2ad: excuse me, do you know where I can find a park

The guy had a confused look on his face and then said

Guy: seni anlamıyorum

Fo2ad: shy5arb6l thyy

Me: (i asked the guy) umm..you(i pointed on him) english??

Guy: hayir hayir, hayir ingliz

And he just walked away :)

Fo2ad: umm shakla lazem nt3alam trky *fake smile*

Me: shaklaa

Fo2ad: inzain ana mnazl translator app fe telephony, 5al nag3d oo we pick the most important words oo n7fa'9hm

Me: ee ee good idea

We sat down on one of the benches and got a paper and pen, and noted down the most important words, ya3ny yes no hi bye good bad park beach where what oo chee ya3ny

Fo2ad: inzain ktby no=hayir  yes= evet  hi=merhaba   bye=bye -.- 

And we continued writing down the words. We jama3na el words oo sawaina senence, so r7na 7ag a7ad thany and said

Fo2ad: merhaba (reading from the paper) park nerede olduğunu biliyor musun? (ya3ny do you know where is the park?)

 Guy: evet evet …uuhh… gidiyor im şimdi beni takip

Fo2ad: la la en6r shtgool

Layan: halon fo2ad -.- (6ala3t el rayal) umm beni(me)  O (he)  hayir turkey (no turkey -,-)

Guy: aah aahh evet, umm sen (he pointed at us ) takip etmek (he made with his hands like walking, which probably means follow) beni (me)

Layan: evet evet! teşekkür ederim (yes yes thankyou)

And we followed the guy around until we got to a park FILLED with people, we thanked him and entered the park

TO BE CONTINUED

Chapter 29

Forever starts now...

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Me: IT'S ALL MY FAULT!! I COULD HAVE SAVED THEEEM!! I COULDN’T SHOOT HIM!! I COULD HAVE SAVED MY FAMILY!! BUT I DIDDNTT SHOOOT HIMMM!!! WHAAATT THEE HELL WAS WRONG WITH ME!! I KILLEDD MY OWN FAMILY!! THEY'RE DEAD BECAUSE …. BECAUSEE OFF MEEEEEE

*few days passed*

So know everyone(including me) knows the truth. Everyone found out what I was running away from. I was running away from guilt. I didn’t want to know that I killed my own family. Fo2ad stayed by my side the whole time, reminding me to stay conscience, w el7amdilla it worked. Nothing happened to me. I don’t know why but it feels like I've known this for a long time, well I have but not literally! I cry myself to sleep every night, because of the guilt, of course with fo2ad's help, I calm down by the end of the night. Joud is already in trkya el7een lana lazem she settles down 7ag el jame3a. I had to visit the police a lot to give them the exact information. I visited my family's graves, 9alait 3alaihm oo d3atlhm, oo I apologized for causing there death. I visited my house for the last time, it became a tourist sight now :) nas ma3ndhm salfaa oo ma3endhm galb. Anyways, I remembered everything now, I was really popular in school :') oo I had soooo many friends, I said soryy to them one by one.

Our flight is tomorrow :') and I absoloutly CANT wait to leave this place and go look for a new life! Me and fo2ad were packing up the room house

Me: fo2ad ma taby twad3 you're family? You never know If you're going to see them again

Fo2ad: la maby 7ayaty

Me: fo2ad ya3ny….  Ok listen to me, btrrooo7 oo btag3d wyahm wa7ed wa7ed, each and every person of youre blood fahmnyyy!! Oo mb kaifk, fo2ad you HAVE a family!! E7md raaabk!! Oo no matter how much yu hate them oo they hate yu, laaazeeeem tchoofhm, la tnsaa you have the same freaking blood fo2ad!

Fo2ad: hahahah 7ayaaatyy enty!! Hadaaay 5alaa9 baroo7 el7eeen bachoofhm

Me: eee 3abaly ba3aad!! Fo2ad e7md rabk yu have them alive

Fo2ad: el7amdilla… layan im so sor—

Me: aa2 aa2! Don’t…just don’t

Fo2ad came and hugged me and said

Fo2ad: I love you so much, I don’t know what I would have down without you

Me: I love you more fo2ad!! You saved me!

He hugged me tighter, and then I let go

Me: yalla fo2ad roo7 3nd ahlk

Fo2ad: ok 7ayaty I'll be back at 8

Me: okk… byee

Fo2ad: byee

And he headed out

While he was gone, I went to get more hair products x_x a5af mnak ma 7a9l xD and I packed what was left from my stuff and fo2ad's stuff. I also went to the mansion to say bye for the last time, and to make sure that we didn’t forget anything.

I walked through the broken walls, and remembered each time I came here and cried my eyes out. I used to be just an old nothing…like this place. But with fo2ad, I feel like I can control the world x_x I love him so much, and I love this place too. I looked at the time and it was 8:30

Akeed fo2ad fl bait el7een :s I hurried back and found him walking around the mini room in the middle of no-where screaming my name xD

Me: FO2AAAD!!

Fo2ad: LAYAAAN?! LAYAAN WAAINAACH!!

Me: HAHAHAHA AKOONY MNYY, TURN AROUND

He turned around, and from the distance between us, I could still see his beautiful smile

He came running to me and hugged me xD

Fo2ad: Layan wain knty!?!? 3abalyy..

Me: hahah r7t achoof el mansion, oo 3abalk shnw

Fo2ad: ooh.. madry 3abaly yanaity

Me: hahah laa imm fine!! Yalla it’s a long day bacher 5al nargd

Ok so im going to fast forward through everything now

*we slept , next morning we said by to ba7rain and left for trkya. Its beautifuuul!! Absoloutely beautiful and the streets are filled with music and life! This place is perfect for us! We called joud, she led us to the apartment she set up for us (these are really small appartments that the government pays for :D so yea this saved our life) we settled in and now its our third day here*

TO BE CONTINUED

Chapter 28

hey guyss! soryy i know its late but i have exams tese days and its hard fitting this in! i didnt have time to edit this chapter so soryy for the spelling mistakes! love you alll <3 enjoy... xoxo
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Emily: ok I know you are going to be really mad at us for not telling you, and you will have to understand, you will have to keep calm and remember what happened is past and gone okay love?

Me: Emily…what happened?

Emily: look the night everything happened, it was too much for you to handle, and so you… or you're conscience decided to … lets say forget some things

Me: Emily what are you saying…I forget things??

Emily: not like that… sweet peep you lost half you're memory

Me: WHAT!?!?

Rashid: Shhh layan it'll be alright

Me: HOW WILL IT BE ALRIGHT?!? WHY DIDN’T YOU TELL MEE?!?! WHAT HAVE I BEEN MISSING OUT

I turned back at fo2ad, who was still in the same position, his face dug inside his palms

Me: fo2ad?... you knew?

He slowly lifted his head and faced me, and when he was about to say something, Emily said:

Emily: no hun when he found out, he convinced us to tell you

Me: ok why didn’t you tell me before?!?! Why does this have to be a secret?!? Why do I remember only some stuff?? Did I actually have a life before that night?? Emily you don't realize the confusion you've maadeee

Emily: layaan honey calm down!! I need you to listen carefully, before I tell you the rest, you nee—

Me: THERES MORE?!?!?

Rashid: (he sat on his knees in front of me) layan, haday! 5ala9 gltlch everything will be ok, sm3eeha thy madry shsmhaa, oo haday, oo 7awly tt8abelain el maw'9oo3 shwy shwy, okk looloo?

Me: (madry laish bs I suddenly miss him, and it feels like years since I've last seen him! Bs he was with me the whole journey? Wasn't he? ) enshalla

Emily: ok listen up sweet peep, I don’t know what can happen to you once I tell you, you might have another mental breakdown, you might…ok you don’t need to know the consequences, but I need you to promise, to try to stay with us, don’t leave us again, we have hope in you

Is this why fo2ad was acting like that before we got here? 7ayaatyyyy :'( he's afraid of loosing me!

I got up, went to fo2ad, pulled him up and hugged him the tightest I could ever hug and I whispered

Me: I promise I won’t forget

Then I went back to Emily

Me: okk… start talking

And they told me the whole story, they told me that I'm afraid of something, they told me that I have the wrong story in my mind, they told me that I was never raped and they told me that I forget about Rashid until the day of the vow, they told me that I have a wrong picture of my life, in other words, I've been living a lie :)

I suddenly started crying, everyone tried there best to calm me down, but they don’t know what it feels like, to be alive for so long, and suddenly find out that they've been living a lie! So what is the truth?! Is there actually truth?!?! And how should I know that I can trust the truth?!? Because when I did trust it, turns out that the truth was a lie!

I rested my head on fo2ad's shoulder until I fell asleep

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My mum was on the bed being rapped, while all of us were watching her, I was the only one not yet harmed, I was the only one not fully covered in blood, we all screamed for help, but no-one could hear us.

Baba: YAAAAAL 5AAMAAA ENTAWWW MA T5AFOOON RABKM?!?! HDOOOHAAAA

My sister who was tied next to the bed screamed in fear and in pain

My dad kept trying to stop them, I think he was hurting the most, but they wouldn’t stop

My brother was swearing at them

I was just standing there crying and screaming, wondering when the night mare will end. This is all my fault!! Why did I pick up the stupid keeey?!?! Whhyyyy ?!? I tried hard to untie my hands but they were to tight. I looked to my left, and found the closet handle, and I immediately thought that I can untie the rope with that.

When I was about to move guy 1 shouted

Guy 1: yaa sallaaaaaam!! Yallaaa ely 3gbhaa

Then guy 2 threw my mother on the floor and tied her up, then he took my sister, and as she screamed her lungs out… they raped her too

I knew I was next, I quickly moved and started untying the ropes with the help of the handle, until I was finally loose, and I shaked them off, in fear, I looked at my dad and he moved his lips and said

Dad:  go…now

I moved my lips back and said: I cant leave you

Dad: call the police

And I nodded my head, my brother just looked at us in fear and in some kind of hope.

I slowly moved out of the room, trying not to let them see me, I called the police and told them to come here as soon as possible, then I went to my dad's office and took the gun he hid under the broken wooden floor, and I slowly went back upstairs

When I went inside the room, everyone was still screaming, I held up the gun, ready to shoot them, but I couldn’t press the trigger!! Yallaaa layaaan yalllaaaa!! Shfeeeccch !! just shoooot theeeem !! you have there baacksss just pull thee stupiid trigger!! But it was too late, guy 2 turned around and saw me

Baba: YAAALLAAAAAA

And I finally pulled the trigger, but I lost control it was so harsh! I didn’t aim at him properly and I shot the wall instead

Guy 2: allah allaah!! 6l3teen 9ij 7a8eeraaa

They threw my sister on the floor, tied me tightly to the bed  and sliced each one of my family, bit by bit, and when they were ready to rape me, the police came in… I was screaming, screaming really loudly and---

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Fo2ad: layaaaaan! Layaan shfeecchh goomy

Me: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Rashid: Emily whats wrong with her

Emily: she remembers

Joud: layaan hadaaay 7abeebtyy

Me: OMGG

And I cried my eyes out

Emily: hun what did you remember

Me: ITS ALL MY FAULT!! I COULD HAVE SAVED THEEEM!! I COULDN’T SHOOT HIM!! I COULD HAVE SAVED MY FAMILY!! BUT I DIDDNTT SHOOOT HIMMM!!! WHAAATT THEE HELL WAS WRONG WITH ME!! I KILLEDD MY OWN FAMILY!! THEY'RE DEAD BECAUSE …. BECAUSEE OFF MEEEEEE

To be continued…

Chapter 27

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Me: whaaat is thiiss thing??

Emily: no one knows, but we know that it'll be too harsh for her, she doesn’t know the full truth yet my love

Me: yea I know, joud told me that part, but so what do we do now? Yu want me to just watch her almost kill herself every night, at least if she knows what it is, it wont hurt as much in the future because she already got used to it, this cant keep happening to her

Emily: why ofcourse it can't! I had no idea about this part,if yu had told me earlier I would have done something about it

Joud: yea he just found out she lost her memory soo… but what do yu mean 'would have'? theres nothing yu can do now??

Emily: no there is, but it'll have many consequences on her

Joud: like what?

Emily: well she can go into the same state that she was in 5 years ago right after the incident, umm she might have another mental breakdown and just maay take years and years for her to heal, she might loose all her memory , she can—

Me: ookkk we heard enough

Emily: yea well son if you want to tell her the truth, you'll have to be able to handle what she wont be able to handle

Me: but our flight is in 3 weeks

Emily: …

Joud: okk don’t woryy about the flight, I'll purspond it, we'll leave it in 6 weeks

Me: ok then

Emily: ok so bring her here tonight, I'll arrange an appointment and make sure you two are here

Joud: should we bring anyone else?

Emily: did she remember anyone after she found out the first time?

Joud: yea she remembered her best friend Rashid

Emily: then have him here too

Joud: okk I'll let him know

Emily: okk

Me: ok so see yu at 7:00 ??

Emily: yupp

And we left her office, joud went back home and told Rashid to be there, and I started looking for layan

TOOT TOOT    TOOT TOOOT

Layan: aloo

Her voice <3 :'(

Me: aloo, halla 7ayaty wainach el7een

Layan: ahlaain, baroo7 el beach el7een, ta3al wyay laa

Me: okk el7een bayee

Layan: okk 7ayatyy see you

Me: see you, bye

Layan: byee

I walked to the beach and found her sitting right under where the sun shined on her golden hair, and brought out her green eyes.

I went behind her and closed her eyes

Layan: hehehe mn??

I kissed her cheek

Layan: hahah akeed my fo2ad

She let go of my hands and turned around to face me, when she did, she had the most amazing smile in her face…I think im going to miss seeing her smile :( … and she kissed my cheek

Layan: yallaaa which song??

Me: umm…t3arfeen lose it by Eminem?

Layan: ee bs ma3arf al3ba on the guitar

Me: yea same.. inzaainn umm..

Layan: t3arf I don’t want to grow up, by willknots??

Me: baaal shthakrch fe hal e'3nyaaa

Layan: hehe tawny t3alamt shlwn al3ba, taby??

Me: okk 3ayaal

We went to the most crowded area, layan opened the guitar box, and we started singing, I sang a few verses, and then she continued the other few verses and so on

People clapped for us through out the song, and MANY people threw money, which I liked to see !! my plans are going perfect till now. When we finished, layan counted the money and we made 15 BD :D and when she counted what she made in the past few hours, in total we made 60 BD :')

Layan: FO2AD 60 BD?!?! T3AARF SHNOOW YA3NYY 6O BD??? YA3NY SIX ZERO!! SIIIXTYYYY

Me: HAHAHAHAH caalmm down layaaan!! Chfty gltlchh, all yu had to do was work for a few more hours. We are living on your voice.

Layan: hehehe

Me: btw cham el sa3a??

Layan: umm 6:30 laish

Me: ooh shiit we're laateee yalla bsr3aa

I grabbed her hand and started running, I could hear her shout a few words behind me xD but I didn’t stop to ask her, I have no answer to her question, I know what she'll ask. But as I started running slower, she could pull her hand away from my grip and she shouted

Layan: FO222AAAD!!

Me: layan we're lattee yallaa

Layan: *breathing*  let me catch my breath for god's sake *breathing*   shfeek ent *breathing*   chayfnyy *breathing*   athhleeeeteee?? *breathing*  

Me: hahahahahah walllaa soryy 7ayaty bs we're late

Layan: late for WHAT?!?!? Wain ray7eeen

Me: (mthl ma tw8a3t) lain nw9al bt3arfeeen

Layan: uufff uufff

And we continued our way, we reached at 7: 15 :s

Layan : why are we at the hospital? ….. wain ray7een? ….. mb hathy emily's office??? …. Fo2aad laish bnroo7 3nd Emily

 When we reached to emily's door, I got a bad feeling, and the feeling where I wanted to cry, and im not ashamed to admit it. I know what's going to happen to layan now, I now exactly what will happen. We stood outside her door , and I held layan's hands on my heart

Me: layan… you feel this?

Layan: your heart beat

Me: do you have a single idea why it's beating?

Layan: umm so you—

Me: its beating for you layan, every single pump, every single beat, is for you… do you know how much I love you?

Layan: fo2ad whats wrong?? You're scaring mee

Me: listen to me, promise, that what ever happens in there, you won’t forget me

Layan: I promissee fo2ad sh9aayeerr??

Me: and promise, that you'll be ok, promise that you won't go crazy on me

Layan: fo2ad I promise what the hell is going on?!?!?

I pulled her hand and went inside, trying to keep my tears locked in my eyes

LAYAN'S SIDE

Rashid? Joud? Fo2ad? Emily? Really?

What the hell is going on :'(

Me: uummm Emily?

Emily: heey there sweety

Me: joud? Rashid?

Both: heey layan

Everyone had a pitty expression on their face L

Me: okk someone is going to tell me what the hell is going on, and you're telling me nooow

Emily: ok sit down honey

I sat down and looked at her as she came and sat on her knees infront of me

Rashid got up and held my shoulder

Joud had a fake smile which showed how sad she was, I know this face

Fo2ad was sitting in the back of the room with his face in his hands

:(

Emily: ok I know you are going to be really mad at us for not telling you, and you will have to understand, you will have to keep calm and remember what happened is past and gone okay love?

Me: Emily…what happened?

TO BE CONTINUED  

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Hey everyone <3 so i'm going through a rough time right now and i have no-one to let out my feelings too, and it kind of hurts :) so i thought i can do it annonymously where no-one will know who i really am, bs 3ashan a6al3 ely fe galby oo arta7 :p :$  (i'll be writting it in 3rd person)
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 She walks alone in the hall ways of her new school, watching everyone around her laugh and have the the best time of their last 2 years in school, and all she wishes for is to be able to laugh like them, to hug her bestfriends every morning like them, have a blaaastt... like them.
She walks between the people, who stare at her and gossip about her, right in front of her face, trying to hold the tears that are in her eyes, waiting to escape.
She picks the last seat in every class room she has to attend, so that no one will be able to see her there, and she curses herself for being so worthless, and for realizing how much of a loser she is for not being able to socialize, like all the other new kids could, for being chubby, for remembering that she has to go home and hear her brother make fun of her and annoying her to death, for the low marks that she's getting, for lack of personality she has, for her country, for her dreams that she'll never be able to achieve, for the lack of talents she wishes to have and lastly, for a reason, that she has not yet figured out, but this reason is what's killing her the most.
When she gets in her driver's car, and puts on her head phones, she says to herself ' just a few minutes longer, save the tears for a few minutes longer'. But it's hard to be choked for so long, and her tears fall anyways.
She enters her house, and runs upstairs to be able to finally let her tears out. She locks her room and plays the loudest music, and starts screaming her lungs out, she screams for the pain, for the hate, for the regret, for the way she misses who she used to be, in her other school -or i can say home- and with her other freinds and other teachers and other marks (which have dropped from A's to C's ).
Sitting there alone in her room, hating herself, she wants to feel any other pain, in hope that it will hurt so much, she'll forgot about her emotional pain.
She looks around the room, and finally finds the razor blade she usually slices her flesh with. She opened her palm and dug the blade deep into her flesh, and sliced downwards, watching her skin seperate slowly, and watching the blood flow out of her, she repeated this right under the first cut, and then again on her chest, and then on her hips. But it was no use, as much as her cuts hurt, nothing would beat the emotional pain she felt inside.
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soryy for the negativety, but i had to let it out x$

Chapter 26

When You Try Your Best But You Don't Succeed

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FINALLY! He started kissing me while he was on top of me, and things started to get a little vicious ;) Fo2ad kissed me harder and harder. I enjoyed every second of it and cherished the soft texture of his defined structured red lips! His hands got out of control a little when I found them slipped under my pajama and up somewhere.

He went down to my neck and started kissing there. To be honest, it gave me the chills!

Fo2ad: I love you (whispering in a low seductive voice)

Me: I love you more fo2ad

And we continued the night like that (we didn’t take it too far :p) and I can say it was probably one of the most enjoyable nights in my life <3

The next morning, I woke up to find myself sleeping on fo2ad's muscular chest, while he held me in a tight grip close to him.

Opening my eyes to find the most beautiful thing in front of me, makes me feel like the happiest person alive. I stayed there, watching him, memorizing each and every feature of his flawless face, and wonder why his mother is so harsh on such a beautiful thing. Yes…im calling a guy beautiful :)

Fo2ad: (sleepy sexy voice) I can feel you staring

Me: *giggling* good morning to you too

Then fo2ad kissed my head and told me we should get up because we have a long day waiting for us.

So I did, but I realized, we had almost no money left /: leaving me panicked

Me: fo2ad bs 3ndna 10 bd, ma byazy shay, oo el hair products maleeny mkamleen oo laaaazimm a7a9lhm oo thalain broo7hm yumken 6 bd oo ba3ad n7taj akel to live on!! Oo ba3ad 7ag el –

Fo2ad: LAYAN! Bss 5ala9 7ayaty why are you panicking?? Shfeech 3mry la t7ateen, I already planned this, knt adry 3an el baizat

Me: what plans??

Fo2ad: 7ayaty enty!! Walla asef bs bata3bach elyom, ana wayed 3alay sh'3l, the last touch-ups 7ag trkya, so I'm going to need you to be working the whole day too, go to the most crowded places, sing you're best songs, and enshaallaaa we get almost 50 bd by the end of the day

Me: 50 BD?? MSTAA7EEEL!!  Fo2ad I've never reached 50 before… Neeeveer!!

Fo2ad: layan you've never sang for 5 hours befoorreee, 10 bd per hour, oo I already listed down the places for you, I hope their as crowded as I expect, walla asf bt3been elyo—

Me: laa fo2ad, music is never tiring ;))

So I did as fo2ad asked, I took my guitar and went off to the first destination, the park…

FO2AD'S SIDE

*walking to emily's office*

TOOT TOOT    TOOT TOOT  TOOT TOOT

Joud: aloo

Me: 9aba7 el 5air joud

Joud: 9abaa7 el nour fo2ad, yalla waink??

Me: akoony 5 mins oo baw9al, enty wain

Joud: ee 7ata anaa

Me: ok 3ayal see you there

Joud: see you

And we hung up. After 5 mins, I finally reached and found joud waiting for me

Me: n6artay wayed?

Joud: la la tawny wa9la, inzain t3arf shtgool laa??

Me: ee ee a3arf

We entered the hospital and walked towards Emily's office

Nurse: excuse me where are you two going?

Me: we need to see Emily

Nurse: do you have an appointment?

Me: no she asked us to come see her now, we're her relatives, Thomas and Bella, hasn't she spoke about us before??

Nurse: aah aah yess, I remember, she talks about you a lot, okay soryy you may enter

Me: thankyouu

Joud's plan is going perfectly till now ! we entered her office and…

Emily: foad, joud?? What are you two doin here?

Joud: hey Emily, umm we're here to talk about layan

Emily: ohh noo

Me: yeaa, ohh no!

Emily: right, have a seat then sweet peeps

We sat down on the chairs in front of her desk

Emily: so what's wrong this time?

Joud: Em remember how you told me once, to make sure that layan doesn’t find out she lost her memory

Emily: yeh yeh?

Me: yea well she found out, and she freaked out when she did, she should know this

Emily: DOES SHE STILL KNOW??

Joud: no she forgot I guess, after she freaked out, she fell asleep and when she woke up, she forgot everything

Me: Emily this isn’t the first time, she wakes up sometimes in the middle of the night, and starts crying harder than anything, and she starts swearing and mumbling a few things in Palestinian, and she goes back to sleep. She remembers something that's killing her

Emily: you've got it foad, exactly what you said!! She is remembering something that is killing her, she cries this hard for only a few minutes right? Imagine what'll happen to her, when she remembers it forever. She wants to forget this, that's why she lost her memory, I don’t want her to remember it because she may have another mental breakdown, which might not be cured!!

Me: whaaat is thiiss thing??

TO BE CONTINUED