Me: IT'S ALL MY FAULT!! I COULD HAVE SAVED THEEEM!! I COULDN’T SHOOT HIM!! I COULD HAVE SAVED MY FAMILY!! BUT I DIDDNTT SHOOOT HIMMM!!! WHAAATT THEE HELL WAS WRONG WITH ME!! I KILLEDD MY OWN FAMILY!! THEY'RE DEAD BECAUSE …. BECAUSEE OFF MEEEEEE
*few days passed*
So know everyone(including me) knows the truth. Everyone found out what I was running away from. I was running away from guilt. I didn’t want to know that I killed my own family. Fo2ad stayed by my side the whole time, reminding me to stay conscience, w el7amdilla it worked. Nothing happened to me. I don’t know why but it feels like I've known this for a long time, well I have but not literally! I cry myself to sleep every night, because of the guilt, of course with fo2ad's help, I calm down by the end of the night. Joud is already in trkya el7een lana lazem she settles down 7ag el jame3a. I had to visit the police a lot to give them the exact information. I visited my family's graves, 9alait 3alaihm oo d3atlhm, oo I apologized for causing there death. I visited my house for the last time, it became a tourist sight now :) nas ma3ndhm salfaa oo ma3endhm galb. Anyways, I remembered everything now, I was really popular in school :') oo I had soooo many friends, I said soryy to them one by one.
Our flight is tomorrow :') and I absoloutly CANT wait to leave this place and go look for a new life! Me and fo2ad were packing up the room house
Me: fo2ad ma taby twad3 you're family? You never know If you're going to see them again
Fo2ad: la maby 7ayaty
Me: fo2ad ya3ny…. Ok listen to me, btrrooo7 oo btag3d wyahm wa7ed wa7ed, each and every person of youre blood fahmnyyy!! Oo mb kaifk, fo2ad you HAVE a family!! E7md raaabk!! Oo no matter how much yu hate them oo they hate yu, laaazeeeem tchoofhm, la tnsaa you have the same freaking blood fo2ad!
Fo2ad: hahahah 7ayaaatyy enty!! Hadaaay 5alaa9 baroo7 el7eeen bachoofhm
Me: eee 3abaly ba3aad!! Fo2ad e7md rabk yu have them alive
Fo2ad: el7amdilla… layan im so sor—
Me: aa2 aa2! Don’t…just don’t
Fo2ad came and hugged me and said
Fo2ad: I love you so much, I don’t know what I would have down without you
Me: I love you more fo2ad!! You saved me!
He hugged me tighter, and then I let go
Me: yalla fo2ad roo7 3nd ahlk
Fo2ad: ok 7ayaty I'll be back at 8
Me: okk… byee
Fo2ad: byee
And he headed out
While he was gone, I went to get more hair products x_x a5af mnak ma 7a9l xD and I packed what was left from my stuff and fo2ad's stuff. I also went to the mansion to say bye for the last time, and to make sure that we didn’t forget anything.
I walked through the broken walls, and remembered each time I came here and cried my eyes out. I used to be just an old nothing…like this place. But with fo2ad, I feel like I can control the world x_x I love him so much, and I love this place too. I looked at the time and it was 8:30
Akeed fo2ad fl bait el7een :s I hurried back and found him walking around the mini room in the middle of no-where screaming my name xD
Me: FO2AAAD!!
Fo2ad: LAYAAAN?! LAYAAN WAAINAACH!!
Me: HAHAHAHA AKOONY MNYY, TURN AROUND
He turned around, and from the distance between us, I could still see his beautiful smile
He came running to me and hugged me xD
Fo2ad: Layan wain knty!?!? 3abalyy..
Me: hahah r7t achoof el mansion, oo 3abalk shnw
Fo2ad: ooh.. madry 3abaly yanaity
Me: hahah laa imm fine!! Yalla it’s a long day bacher 5al nargd
Ok so im going to fast forward through everything now
*we slept , next morning we said by to ba7rain and left for trkya. Its beautifuuul!! Absoloutely beautiful and the streets are filled with music and life! This place is perfect for us! We called joud, she led us to the apartment she set up for us (these are really small appartments that the government pays for :D so yea this saved our life) we settled in and now its our third day here*
TO BE CONTINUED
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