Chapter 11

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We spend the rest of the night planning a little deeper, until it turned 4:00 am each of us took a particular spot, and went to sleep.

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The sun's light shined through the broken-glassed window, and on to my face, it took away all the darkness in the room, and filled it with sunlight, I opened my eyes, to find fo2ad putting things on the floor

Me: 9ba7 el 5air

Fo2ad: 9baa7 el waard

Me: shtsawy

Fo2ad: ajahz el ryoog, its pancakes and orange juice

Me: ALLAAAAY!! Mn zman maa trayagt!! W mn wein yayeb pancakes??

Fo2ad: mn bait ahly, glt 7ag 05ooy y6al3ly shwy

Me: so your close wya o5ook?

Fo2ad: mb waaayed close, bs 3ady ya3ny w he knows ena ahly ma yaboony, fa aksr 5a6ra

Me: ohh mskeen, akbar mnk?

Fo2ad: ee b sntain

Me: ooh

Fo2ad: yalla goomy

I got up, and sat on down and we had breakfast, el9ara7a mn zmaaaaaan ma trayagt, w this is probably the first time I eat pancakes after my family was murdered, it tasted AMAZING!!

Fo2ad: enzain what will you do today?? From your list I mean

Me: umm, madryy

Fo2ad: shraych el photoshoot?? Chthy chthak mnroo7 el mansion

Me: le7een ma sharait camera, w ana ma3ndy

Fo2ad: don’t woryy ana 3ndy

Me: ohh 9ijj

Fo2ad: eee

Me: okk 3ayal, elyoum el photoshoot xD

We finished breakfast, and then headed off to the mansion, we just dropped by his house to get his camera…

Me: yalla raweeny el basement

Fo2ad: ta3aly

He led me to the end of the mansion and stood there

Me: fo2ad I've came to this part before, I never realized a basement, are you suree?!?

Fo2ad: look down, what are you standing on?

I looked down, and they were normal bricks, with a little sand on the edges of each brick

Me: umm, bricks?

Fo2ad: are you sure?

Me: yes im sure!!

Fo2ad: did you ever try wiping of the sand??

I bent down, and took wiped the sand off, and I realized a little thread hook :O I held it, and pulled it up, and it pulled all the bricks up with mee :O

Fo2ad: see

Me: OMG

I opened it all, then I used the ladders that were put there and climbed down, fo2ad followed me

Me: OH…MY….GOOD!! yu did all this?!?!

Fo2ad: mhm

It was beautiful, he covered the walls with fine wood, and so was the floor, there was a tiny, really soft couch, mn el no3 ely yu sit on them and you sink :D , on one of the walls, there was a shelf full of amazing statues and gems and souvineers, and above the shelf was kind of a bed, he had a pillow, and 2 blankets, one under him and one above him, under the shelf was a few candles that he hadn’t lighten up yet. Another wall was soooo artistic, there were splashes of different coloured paint all over that wall, with a few amazing sketches on the top, and then he drew (with paint) a few pictures on the wall itself, they were pictures of people dancing, people singing and just normal designs, one picture caught my attention, I went closer, there was a girl, wearing my EXACT SAME dress and my EXACT SAME hair from the day we first met, she was dancing with a guy who was wearing the EXACT SAME thing fo2ad was on that same day, exactly next to the picture was a girl and a guy kissing, exactly next to that picture, was a girl crying, with a guy holding her hands, next to that one were two lovers singing together, I knew they were lovers because they were holding hands, next to that picture…was the girl…and the guy, but they weren’t next to each other,  they were far away, and each person had a question mark next to them :(  ? I put my hands on it feeling it's texture then fo2ad said

Fo2ad: did you guess who these are?

Me: is this …us?

Fo2ad: yeaa, its our story, that’s the day we first met, that’s when we kissed, that’s when you had a mental breakdown, that’s when we sang together, but I added the love between us, and then, I separated us, because I don’t know what going to happen, but after 10 years, im going to come back, and draw the ending

Me: why does there have to be an ending fo2ad?

Fo2ad: everything has an ending, it can either be good, or bad, and if after 10 years, our story isn’t completed, I'll keep visiting here until there is an ending, for the next people who discover this place

Me: that's amazing fo2ad, I never knew you were … like… I don’t know, I never knew you were like this

Fo2ad: *giggling* is it good or bad?

Me: hhhhh la it's definitely good

Fo2ad: layan?

Me: hmm ( I said as I looked at his designs)

Fo2ad: do you think we're going to have a good ending?

:')

I turned around and looked at him, he was looking at the floor, ksr 5a6ryy!! I walked to him, and hugged him tightly, he hugged me back and I said

Me: I don’t know fo2ad, bs let's try to make it a good one

He released the hug, and held my face, we we're inches, literally INCHES away from each other

Fo2ad: layan enty mn wain 6la3teely?? Who are you?? Why do I feel like this when im around you?? Why do you confuse me?? Whoo the heck     are you??

Me: *I giggled* fo2ad are you okay??

Fo2ad: laa im not okay, layan I don’t know what love is, I don’t know what it feels like, and I don’t know if I love you, but im dying to find out, is this how amazing love feels like?!? Is this love?

Me: fo2ad you're reading my mind!! I swear I don’t know either

I held his face and stared into his beautiful eyes

Fo2ad:  *whispering* your…so beautiful

I was speeeeechhleess!!! My stomach felt like it was jumping!! Is this what they call butterflies?!?! Cause it killed me, my face burned like anything!! So did my body

Then fo2ad just pulled me against him and hugged me the tightest anyone has ever hugged me

Fo2ad: I just can't get enough of you!! I want more of you!!

I hugged him back tighter!! It's so true what he's saying, it like a hug wasn’t enough!! I just wanted to stay in this moment forever!

Fo2ad: may i?

Me: may you what?

He released the hug, and put his lips just a milimetre away from mine

Fo2ad: *whispering seductively* may i?

Me:*whispering* you may

And he pressed his lips harshly against mine, and with all energy and enthusiasm, he kissed me, and kissed me, and kissed me!

He threw me on the couch and I sank in it, then he came on top of me, and continued kissing me x_x I stopped for a second to say

Me: this is love

Fo2ad: *he smiled evily and nodded his head*

Then he continued, yeaa im kind of sure this is love , I don’t know how to describe this feelings, but you  know what they say, feelings can never be said by words, they're felt by the heart

We stayed together for the rest of the day *yea btw im still in joud's dress :$ * kissing, then planning, then picturing xD we took a picture of each spot of the mansion, I got my guitar too, and pretended im playing it in some of the pictures xD (thank god the witch and rat weren't at home when I got my guitar) we took MANY pictures, they were all amazing, at 7:30, fo2ad dropped me home

Me: yalla see you

Fo2ad: waaitt

Me: shnow?

He came and hugged me :')

Me: *giggling* yallaa I need to goo

Fo2ad: wein bachoofch bacher??

Me: umm, library, I need to search for colleges for joud

Fo2ad: ok, the library in bdaya3?

Me: yup

Fo2ad: what time?

Me: I'll be there the whole morning

Fo2ad: ok see you then

Me: see you, byee

Fo2ad: byee

And I climbed the stairs of jail :) , I entered the house and the minute they saw me:

Fatin: TAW EL NAAS?!?!?

Ja3ar: SHARFT EL 7A8EERA?!?

Great!

TO BE CONTINUED

Chapter 10

Trust In Me, And I'll Trust In You;

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X$ !!! I held on him tightly, and he drove off, shiiittt he drives fast!!! LIKE REAALYY FAST!! We reached that place in a few minutes, ok it isn’t a house, it's more of a room!! We entered and he sat down against bricked wall, this place was not painted, it was only bricks, but the inside was seriously cute! He had a tiny light hanging on the short ceiling, the floor was covered with blankets, and each wall had a pile of pillows against it, there was a tiny shelf on one of the walls, filled with books, statues, candles, and basically souvenirs…

Me: shit 7aadaa cuuttee!! You come here a lot I guess

Fo2ad: not a lot, I go to the old mansion more

Me: ee bs mny more decorated

Fo2ad: that's because yu haven't seen the FULL mansion

Me: shdaa5aaal im always there, I know it better than my own home

Fo2ad: oh yea? Did you know there was a basement??

Me: a basement??

Fo2ad: thought soo, we'll go tomorrow, I'll show you

Me: mmm, okay so what's so important?

Fo2ad: Layan you said that we'll leave when joud graduates, so that we can go with her, I mean while she goes to college

Me: eee

Fo2ad: enzain do you know that seniors, yes I mean her too, are graduating in two months

Me: WHAT?!? How do you know this??

Fo2ad: I have my ways

Me: enzain that’s not enough time, we still don’t have enough money, we need the ticket, we need food, we need a place to stay, we need rides, we need---

Fo2ad: I know, bs that’s not my concern now

Me: then what is

Fo2ad: it's you

Me: me?? fo2ad I promised you I would never set you uuup!! And you did too

Fo2ad: layaan I know, enty sm3eenyy laa, I mean are you sure you want this, are you ready for chances that we fail, are you ready for anything?!?! Do you know how hard this is going to be??Do you know what you're getting yourself into?

Me: fo2ad nothing will be harder than what I had to face, I've passed every single obstacle that came in my way, and I've had MANY obstacles, trust mee…im ready for this, im ready for anything as long as it will take me out of this life and into a new one

Fo2ad: sseeee

Me: see whaaat?!?!

Fo2ad: you're not doing it for the will, you're doing it to run away from here, what if you find something better out there, and change your mind, I need to know if your fully committed to this

Me: fo2aad what will, my will is to escape this life, not to run away from it, I went to leave this life, and I want a new one, and how exactly do you expect me to find something better, where will I, music is all I have…im 100% committed fo2ad

Fo2ad: so you're sure you want to do this?

Me: yeaa im sure

Fo2ad: el7amdilla, I want you to think about the last things you want to do in this life, before we leave, and start doing them, think of them now

He gave me a paper and a pen and I started listing them, while fo2ad read them

1)      Say bye to Emily

2)      Climb m7arags huge bridge thing to the top

3)      Tell the rat and witch how I feel about them: D

4)      Spend a whole day with Joud's family (as saying good-bye)

5)      Have a photo shoot in the old mansion, to take it's memories with me

Me: uummm shnow ba3ad

Fo2ad: layan think deeply (like he had something in mind he wanted me to do :s, and then I figured out :'/   )

6)      Visit my families grave for the last time

7)      Visit my old house, for the last time

As I wrote them down, I could see fo2ad smiling from the corner of my eyes

Fo2ad: exactly

We spend the rest of the night planning a little deeper, until it turned 4:00 am each of us took a particular spot, and went to sleep

To be continued

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Chapter 9

A little confidence goes a long way

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She jumped of her place and hugged me :')

Joud: wallaa a7ibchh layaaan!!

Me: wahahaha I love youu tooo!! Yallaa goomay we need to get dressed!!

Joud: enzain shnow btalbseen?

Me: madry sh3ndch

Joud: roo7ay choofay

I went and opened her dress cupboard and went through her dresses

Me: entay shbtalbseen??

Joud: ma3aarf, ybty fstanch ely lbasty a5r mara?

Me: uummm, madry bachayek fe shan6ty

I looked for the dress, and found it crumbled up at the bottom

Me: ee ybta, bs yabeela ironing

Joud: okay 3ayal bagool 7ag el sha'3ala she irons it w balbsa

Me: okay

I looked through her dresses again and picked a white dress, knee length from the front and long from the back, its tight on my upper body, bs 7aaadaa flowy from the bottom, mb bs flowy 9ayer shwwyyyy puff (perfect for tango: D), joud curled my hair,to match the dresses themes, and straightened hers, she applied light make-up for both of us, and we were ready to go, Anwar dropped us there, we picked our masks, and entered

Joud: (screaming so I can hear her) enty 3ndch telephonch laa?

Me: ee laish

Joud: 3ashan I find yu ba3dain (she winked) yalla byyeeee

And she disappeared into the crowd, I kept looking around, trying to find fo2ad, bs wain a7a9la between all these people, w a9lan bkoon labs mask, shlon ba3arfa :(

I kept looking around, and I entered this place, it was kind of dark, or actually it was light blue lights, but very 5afeef, and there were looong white satin cloths falling from the ceiling, and there was so much that you couldn’t see anything in front of you without moving these satin cloths out of your way (I hope fhamtaw 8a9dy x_x) hardly anyone was here, and if there was anyone, they were either kissing, or about to kiss, or running away from each other(playfully) aw shay halon, i was walking through them, and I noticed a black shadow behind me, I turned around, and peeked through the cloth, and I saw someone, peeking at me too, I closed the blinds, walked a few steps, and peeked again, the guy was searching for me xD, I tried looking closer and figured out it was fo2ad :D he turned around and I quickly un-peeked :p so chna ga3deen nl3ab hide and seek xD I took a few steps forward, to scare him, then peeked, but I didn’t find him, I turned around and

Fo2ad: BBOOO!!

Me: WAAAAA!! Hhahahaha 5ara3tnyyy

Fo2ad: ta3aaly

He grabbed my hand and pulled me through the white blinds

Me: fo2ad slow down!! Wein bnroo7??

He just pulled me and suddenly, somehow, we where in the middle of the club :O

He whispered to me: yu know how to dance anything right?

Me: madryy ya3ny not EEVVERYTHING

He smiled evily, looked at the dj on our top right, nodded his head, and then the dj switched the song and played a Spanish song, okay so it's salsa time !!  it wasn’t a slow song, bl 3aks, it was very fast, is he trying to test me

Me: salsa haa, wallaa 6l3t mb 8a---

But he just started dancing, forcing me to dance with him, it was the type of song, were you have to move with the music, and I remember watching my parents dance to this song, they loved it :') I danced along, while everyone clapped with the beat, and then I started getting tired, these moves aren’t easy!!

Eventually everyone joined us, and we danced the whole night long, it was amaaazzingg, but tiring, I sometimes switched partners, but in the end me and fo2ad would always be partners again, at almost 12:00, joud called me, I excused myself and ran to the bathroom

Me: aloo

Joud: waainchhh?!?

Me: anaa fl 7amam laish 9ar shy?!?!?

Joud: layan we need to leave now, nsait 3an ahly they called me w ga3deen y9ar5oon 3ly ygooloon we're too late

Me: shiiitt!!!

Joud: adryy, anwar bara3, I'll meet yu outside okay

Me: okay byee

Joud: byee

I ran back to fo2ad

Me: fo2ad I need to go, I'll see yu soon byee

And I ran out, I could hear him call my name, bs joud is more important now, I ran outside, and saw anwar, I ran to his car, waiting for joud, a few seconds later, she was outside too, but before I entered the car, fo2ad ran to me

Fo2ad: laayaaan waait

Me: fo2ad I need to go

Fo2ad: layan it's important, I'll drop yu back home later or we can just stay in the old mansion

I looked at joud and she said: goo layan, its okay

Me: akeed??

Joud: (she whispered to me) goo have fun

I giggled and she left

Me: fo2ad what's so important??

Fo2ad: this isn’t the right place..ummm…okk t3arfeen saar high way?

Me: aaaaaa we cant walk that far

Fo2ad: akeed we wont, I have my motor bike

Me: enzain the high way w ba3dain??

Fo2ad: mb fee a HUUGEE grass area mnak?

Me: eee ??

Fo2ad: enzain somewhere there , theres an old house, I stay there sometimes, we'll go there ok??

Me: umm ok I guess, are yu sure its safe

Fo2ad: ee ee don’t worry

Me: okay

He got on his motor bike, and I got on behind him

Fo2ad: layan hold on

I held on him loosly, fsheela maby ayawed tightly

Fo2ad: layan, you'll fall of if yu dnt hold on tightly, you don’t know how I drive

Me: uff fine

X$ !!! I held on him tightly, and he drove off, shiiittt he drives fast!!! LIKE REAALYY FAST!! We reached that place in a few minutes, ok it isn’t a house, its more of a room!! We entered and

TO BE CONTINUED

Chapter 8

Dream...Dream like theres no tommorow!

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I sang their song, and everyone clapped and cheered for them, the lady was almost crying, then he took her, and stood her up, then went on one knee, she almost screamed xD and had her hands on her mouth in shock, he got out a tiny red box, opened it, and asked her to marry him, she started crying, everyone was watching them, she looked speechless, and she nodded her head, everyone clapped for them, including me, he put the ring in her finger, picked her up and twirled, they looked so happy :') she was in deep tears, and then he said

Fahad: Najd, you’re the most amazing thing that ever came into my life, I love you and cant wait to spend the rest of my life with you

WAAAAAAAY!! SHIITT WALLAA 7ADHMMM CUTEEE!!!

I took my guitar and walked away, but I heard someone call me, I looked back, and found both of them running to catch up to me, I waited for them, Najd came up to me and hugged me :s cuutee

Najd: thankyouu so muuchh for what you did, you made everything more special, you have an amazing voice, you can do miracles with it, don’t waste it

Me: hehehe its my pleasure, and thanx a lot najd, it means a lot

Najd: im soryy to ask, but your…you were the girl…that

Me: yeaa, im that girl

Najd: oh honey im so soryy, (she hugged me again) stay strong okay

Me: im trying

Fahad: don’t woryy layan, theres always a bright side in life, you just have to wait

He looked at najd and smiled to her, I think they have a story or something, najd smiled to him, then looked back at me

Najd: it's a real pleasure meeting you

Me: the pleasure is all mine

Then fahad gave me money for the song

Me: laa laa ma ba5thaa, it was my pleasure singing for you

Fahad: laa layaan I insist

I tried walking away and not taking the money, but they insisted, he gave me 5 FREAKING DINARS!! Iv'e never got that much at once!! NEEVER EVEEER!! I walked abit more, and then banged into someone :s

Me: omg im soo soryy I didn’t see y…Fo2ad

Fo2ad: (he grinned) it was really nice what you did there

Me: you saw?

Fo2ad: the whole park saw!! It's really sweet of you

Me: umm thanx I guess

Fo2ad: so this is how you get your money

Me: yup, unfortunately, im taking advantage of music

Fo2ad: no, your using music to survive, that’s not wrong

We walked a bit, got to know eachother abit more…It's kind of weird, how we're getting prepared to spend the rest of our lives together, I don’t know why I trusted him, why I felt safe with him, why I accepted his idea, but as I keep saying, theres something different about him, something in his eyes, I cant figure out

Me: want to join me for my next song?

Fo2ad: suuree, which song??

Me: uummm, madry give suggestions

Fo2ad: how about hall of fame, by the script?

Me: you can rap??

Fo2ad: yeaa kind of my specialty

Me: cool!! Yeaa suree, which spot??

Fo2ad: *he took us to where some teenagers were and said* I think here is perfect

Me: yup, so I'll play the guitar and chorus, and you rap, okay??

Fo2ad: one

Me: two

Fo2ad: three

And I started playing on the guitar, getting everyones attention, then fo2ad started

Fo2ad:        Yea, you can be the greatest
                    You can be the best
                    You can be the king-kong banging on your chest!
                    You could beat the world;
                    You could beat the war
                    you can talk to god
                   Go banging on his door!
                   You can throw your hands up
                   You can be the crack
                   You can Move mountains
                   you can break rocks
                   You can be a master
                  Don’t wait for luck
                 Better get yourself and you go by yourself   (he was AMAZING!! And he has the rap moves and body language too!!)

Me:  Staaanding in the hall of faamee
        And the worlds gonaaa know your naaamee (I looked at fo2ad on this line and smiled)
        Cause you found what you promised baaabeee
       And the worlds gonaaa know your naaamee
      And you can be on the walls of the hall of fame

As we played the song, some threw as money, others clapped and cheared for us, I love this song, and I just realized it kind of matches our situation, me and fo2ad, are going to be on the walls of the hall of fame, enshallaaaa!! If our plans work out!!

When we finished the song, fo2ad took me and we sat on the floor by a few flowers

Fo2ad: our plans, theyre going to work perfectly!!!

Me: how do you know

Fo2aD: layaaan ma chfty el crowd?!?!? They loved us, we're a perfect match!!

Me: they did love us, didn’t they?!?

Fo2ad: waayeed!! Bs it needs planning, lots of planning

Me: then lets start!! Lets start nooow!!!

And we did, we decided on the costs, the payments,  the staying areas, the country, the risks, the oppurtuinities, and much more, and we realized that we need to be seeing eachother a bit more, cause things are getting really serious and we need to plan it letter by letter and from a-z

Me: uuff walla t3abtt!! We'll continue later okay

Fo2ad: ee 7ata ana, suree! Wein btroo7een elyoum?

Me: madryy , I think no where laish??

Fo2ad: ta3aly anonymous tango, I'll be there tonight

Me: la maby aroo7 broo7y, w joud 3ndha mdresa bacher ma'9n tgdar t6la3

Fo2ad: laa bacher all schools 3ndhm ejaza, its mid term for them now

Me: ohh 9ij??

Fo2ad: eeeee, please ta3alyy

Me: madry bachoof

Fo2ad: okay

We stayed for a while, then I went back home and called joud

Me: aloo

Joud: taaawnyyy knt bat9lchh

Me: hehe 9ij

Joud:eeee, wein btroo7een el youm

Me: knt afakr nroo7 anonymous tango

Joud: heheh shaklch 7abety el mkan?

Me: um, you can say that, joud mabt9adgeen ely 9ar w ely b9eer w ely ga3d y9eer el7een

Joud: SHNOOOW?!?!?

Me: magdar agoolch on the phone, 3gb eshwy bayee baitch ntbaraz w ba3dain bagoolch

Joud: laa el7een btyeen, I'll send anwar to get you, were are you??

Me: laa 3ady shda3wa, I'll come walking, ill be there in 15 mins

Joud: okk bsr3aaa

Me: hehehe okay byee

Joud: byee

I changed into more decent clothes and got out of the house, on my way I bumped into the rat and witch

Fatin: wain?!?!?

Me: baroo7 bait rfeejty

Ja3far: mn rfeejtch??

Me: joud

Fatin: enzain la tt2a5areen, e7na 3ndna sm3aa tara

Ay sm3aa bl '9ab6 -.- ?!?!?

Me: enshalla

And I headed off to her house, it's a nice day today, the wind is cool and theres a nice breeze, after almost half an hour, I reached, knocked the door, and went up to her room

Me: JOOOUUDD!!

Joud: WAAAAAA!! WJAA3 WJAAA3!!! 5ARA3TEENYYY!

Me: WAHAHAHAHAHA

She got up and hugged me, I love this girl!!

Joud: yalllaaaa bsr3aaa gooleely

Me: enzain tathkereen el 9by, the one I was running away from

Joud: shiiit!! Ee Shfee

And I told her the story, from A-Z

Joud: layan yu can't just leave everything and go,especially with a guy you don’t know, I mean, your life is here, im here (I could see the tears in her eyes :(  )

Me: joud don’t worry about me, I'll be fine, I have no life here, and about you, I've already thought about it, laykoon 3abalch I'll just leave yu and go?!?!? Laa 7abeebty your coming with me

Joud: SHNOW?!?! Laa layan im soryy I cant do that

Me: WAHAHAHA not like that!! You have a life and a future, you've always wanted to study abroad la??

Joud: eee

Me: and yu still don’t know where laa??

Joud: eee (with a smile forming on her face)

Me: well, we're going to Cyprus most probably, and there are a LOT of good colleges there, and tomorrow baroo7 el library and look for the best colleges for you, and for what you want to tt5a9e9en fee, and ---

She jumped of her place and hugged me :')

Joud: wallaa a7ibchh layaaan!!

Me: wahahaha I love youu tooo!! Yallaa goomay we need to get dressed!!

TO BE CONTINUED