Chapter 13

'Cause The Past Will Haunt You...Forever

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We got to the basement, he let me sleep on the bed, and he slept on the couch

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The next morning, we both went to the library, to look for uni's for joud, joud mentioned that she always wanted to become a nutritionist, but could never find the right uni, so we looked for a good university which taught nutriotion, first we searched what she had to study to be a nutritionist, then looked for the right uni, after about 2 hours of understanding what she should study for nutrition, and after 3-4 hours looking for a right uni, we finally found one :D or actually fo2ad found it! It was perfect, I got all the info about this uni, and kept it in a flash to show her later… we left the library and walked

Me: enzain fo2ad ma3ndk shay ent tabee tsawy?? I mean wheres your list??

Fo2ad: I already finished them

Me: ohh

Fo2ad: shraych ensawy one of your points el7een?

Me: eee ok, ummm…I want to go to my house now

Fo2ad: are you ready?

Me: I think so…I should be

Fo2ad: madry layan, I think you should ask Emily first

Me: okk

So we went to the hospital (on his motorcycle) and I asked to see Emily, thankgooood she was free

Me: heey emilyy

Emily: ohh heey there sweet peep

She came up to me and hugged me

Emily: everything alright?

Me: yeaa yea, I just wanted to ask you, do you think I should go to my house, my old house?? Do you think im ready

Emily: well I don’t know… you tell me?

Me: I don’t know

Emily: do you want to?

Me: yeaa

Emily: then your ready… but honey please try not to go out a lot these days, just stay somewhere safe

Me: why?? Whats happening?

Emily: nothing really, I  just think you should stay at home for a while

Me: Emily tell me whats wrong

Emily: nothing at all!! Really!! I just thought you should take a break from everything and stay at home

Me: take a break from what?

Emily: just stay safe okay

Me: umm ok??

Madry shfeeha, bs if it was big she would have told me

Fo2ad: haa shgalt ?

Me: ee its fine

Fo2ad: ok then lets go

And we went to my house…

 Fo2ad: why is it burnt?

Me: the last time I've been here, it was only a few months after the murder, and I wasn't thinking straight at that time, I was so mad, I burnt the house :( I wanted to burn with it, that was the point, but they saved me a minute before I was gone. I regret what I've done, but what happened happened, theres nothing I can do about it now

Fo2ad: ooh, im so—

Me: fo2ad don’t

He kept quite… I took a deep breath put my hand on the cracked half burned door, and gently entered my house…

Flashbacks ran through my head, starting from when we first moved here, I was 6, and I was so happy I was running all over the place, then when I broke my hand when I was 8, and my brother lifted me and took my to the hospital, then when I came home REALLY late once when I was 12 and my parents shouted at me right on the place I was standing on, tears fell through my eyes that day, right exactly how tears are falling from my eyes now, I took a few steps forward, I didn’t want to go upstairs, I knew I wouldn’t be able to handle it, anyways the stairs wont cary me, they're tooo burnt, I looked at the burnt walls, which was once white and beautiful, I stepped on the creaky floor, which was once glossy cyramic, I entered my dad's office, and fo2ad went to explore other places, I watched it, remembering more memories, sending more tears, I opened one of his drawers, and looked inside, it was empty, but a piece of wood was hanging slightly up :o I cracked it open and found a key…SHIT NOT AGAIN!! IS THIS THE KEY THEY WANTED?!!?! I picked it up slowly and looked at it deeply, it had the same number the key I found had…776…OMG MY DAD KNEW THIS WAS THE KEY!! But why didn’t he tell them?!?! And why did he have a spare copy?!?!questions ran through my head, but this key can actually have the answer to everything that happened that night!! I ran to fo2ad to tell him, but found a different guy's back

Me: fo2ad?

No reply, who the hell Is this, my heart started beating fast, fear took over me, I hid the key in my bra quickly and repeated

Me: fo..2ad??

The guy turned around, I gasped in fear and almost had a heart attack, tears ran down my cheeks uncontrollably, he had fo2ad in his hands, with a knife on his neck, preparing to kill him, fo2ad couldn’t move and his face was flaming red

Guy 1: so we meet again…mashallaa kbarteeen … what? scared of me?? come on layan, you should be happy I didn’t kill you too

TO BE CONTINUED